No, today I can not be intelligent, wise, proud and optimistic. Today I can not sit and think, mine is not tragedy, that there are other people that what goes worse than me.
Today I can not repeat, as I have done over the past 10 years, the best is yet to come. Today I can not, or I convince myself that I'm stronger than what happens to me, that discouragement does not touch me and I'll be fine.
'm tired and a dark cloud surrounding me ... I have not even strength to wear the mask, all day, to play the role that everybody expects to see.
Today I want to be tolerant and understanding, and generous. Today I want to be tempted to bargain, plead and bargain. To believe that it is worth cling to a dream.
I "more than a thousand lies, a thousand reasons not to cut a gash veins"
'm bottoming out, and I want to stay there because it is a real shit and lose some no need to go through the grief, because there are people watching with whom I have the "responsibility" of being a paradigm of courage and strength.
Today for the first time in a long time, I just want a place to grieve.
Today I can not repeat, as I have done over the past 10 years, the best is yet to come. Today I can not, or I convince myself that I'm stronger than what happens to me, that discouragement does not touch me and I'll be fine.
'm tired and a dark cloud surrounding me ... I have not even strength to wear the mask, all day, to play the role that everybody expects to see.
Today I want to be tolerant and understanding, and generous. Today I want to be tempted to bargain, plead and bargain. To believe that it is worth cling to a dream.
I "more than a thousand lies, a thousand reasons not to cut a gash veins"
'm bottoming out, and I want to stay there because it is a real shit and lose some no need to go through the grief, because there are people watching with whom I have the "responsibility" of being a paradigm of courage and strength.
Today for the first time in a long time, I just want a place to grieve.
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